Friday, March 27, 2015

The Inner Ramayana



(This blog has been written with the assumption that the reader knows the story of Ramayana and various vedic terminologies.)
 

Truth, considered single faceted by humans, is in fact multidimensional in nature, just like a diamond with many facets. The light of divinity when passing through this diamond emits myriad reflections of colors and rays.

Divine epics like the Ramayana and Mahabharata cannot be viewed as mere moral stories conveying assorted virtues as displayed in the lives of it's characters. There is more to it than meets the eye. Mahabharata may be considered the story of the virtuous Pandavas who with the help of Krishna emerge victorious in the battle against the Kauravas to regain their rightful inheritance of Hastinapur and Indraprasth. But at another level Mahabharata is also the story of an ideal devotee (Arjuna/Pandavas) guided by the inner Guru (Krishna) in the battlefield of life (Kurukshetra) against the Ego guided samskaras and desires (Kauravas) to attain Moksha (Hastinapur).

And Ramayana?


Dasharatha is the king of Ayodhya, ruling along with his three wives Kausalya, Sumitra and Kaikeyi. 
Dashratha is the Mind, custodian of the 10 senses – five inner five outer (Dasha - ten, Ratha – chariot of 10 horses or senses). 
His three queens are the three gunas which guide the mind –
Kausalya representing Sattwa (Pure), 
Sumitra representing Rajas (Activating),
Kaikeyi representing Tamas (Dull or impure).


So,
Dashratha (Mind) and Kausalya (Sattwa) give birth to Rama – Soul Awareness.
Dashratha and Kaikeyi (Tamas), give birth to Bharat – Body consciousness.
Dashratha and Sumitra (Rajas) give birth to twins ~
Lakshmana – Disciplined, Pure concentration always serving the Soul (Rama) and 
Shatrughana – Karma Shakti or the power of action, always serving the body (Bharata).


RAMA AND THE THREE WOMEN

The story goes that Rajarishi Vishwamitra takes Rama and Lakshmana to his ashram for the protection of his Yagna. During this journey Sri Rama (Divinity incarnate) encounters three women and demonstrates how Divinity deals with different devotees or beings.

But first let us understand what a woman means. A woman here does not refer to females. In Sanskrit a women is referred to as 'Stri'. Stri is any individual (I) under the influence of the three gunas – Sattwa, Tamas, Rajas. Hence the I of a being is dominated by S,T,R and it becomes a Stri. When the three gunas leave, all that is left is the pure I – the only male or Purusha beyond gunas, hence purely divine.

Coming back to the story, the first woman Sri Rama encounters is Taraka, the demoness. Taraka is pure tamas and so Rama destroys her.

The second woman is Ahalya. Ahalya though virtuous in nature was found guilty of inner impurity. She gave into the charms of Indra who came to her in guise of her husband even though she inwardly suspected this was Indra. Her husband Sage Gautama on knowing her impure thoughts through divine insight, cursed her to become a stone until Sri Rama blesses her. Sri Rama blesses her by the touch of his feet and the stone becomes a pure Ahalya again. Ahalya is Rajas and Sri Rama transmutes her.

The third woman is Sita. Sita is the embodiment of purity and virtues. She is Sattwa and so Rama embraces her and makes her his own.

Thus Divine grace destroys Tamas, transmutes Rajas and embraces Sattwa.


THE BANISHMENT

Queen Kaikeyi (Tamas), who loves Rama as much as her Bharata, under the influence of the crooked Manthara (evil thought or temptation) seeks to influence King Dashartha (Mind) towards banishing Rama (Soul consciousness) in favor of Bharata (Body consciousness). This is in line with the biblical story of Adam and Eve where the serpent tempts the Feeling energy of Eve to influence the Reasoning energy Adam leading to fall from paradise. And so Rama leaves Ayodhya banished for 14 years, accompanied by Lakshmana and Sita. Dasharatha suffers immensely due to parting with Rama leading to his death. The mind suffers immensely when under the influence of tamasic qualities it banishes our divine consciousness within.


THE 14 YEARS

The banishment of 14 years has deep esoteric meaning. In a human body are 7 chakras. The top most is Sahasrara (Ayodhya) and the bottom most is the Muladhara (Lanka- filled with pleasure of the senses). 14 is 7+7. The 14 year banishment is the journey of the Divine Atma descending from the highest chakra to the lowest chakra and finally by supreme self effort of spiritual discipline (the war at Lanka) reclaiming Sita (kundalini) and ascending from the lowest chakra to the highest.
This is a banishment every single embodied soul faces. Thus we are all Ramas (individual Atmas) trying to make our way back to our kingdom of Ayodhya (Self Realisation).


BHARATAS SORROW

When Bharata (Awakened Body Consciousness) comes to know of the banishment of his dear brother, he immediately renounces his mother (tamas) and father (influenced mind) and sets out to seek Sri Rama to return and surrender over the bodily kingdom. Sri Rama lovingly asks Bharata to be a good king of Ayodhya. But Bharata refuses and taking the sandals of Sri Rama and rules Ayodhya in proxy. This signifies that in an advanced state the awakened body consciousness gives up its claim on the body and senses knowing it to belong to divinity and rules the body on behalf of the soul while it waits for complete enlightenment (Sri Rama’s return). Bharata also represents the basic discipline every true seeker must have in preserving the body and keeping it sacred and pure.


4 YUGAS IN THE FOREST

Sri Rama, Sita and Lakshmana live in the forest during their years of banishment. Sri Rama here is God or the Divine ConsciousnessSita here represents an ideal devotee and Lakshmana represents one-pointed devotion . Thus a devotee lives with pure devotion in divine consciousness. They dwell in Chitrakoot in joy and simplicity in company of Sages, the beautiful flora and fauna and birds and beasts. This signifies the Golden Age or the Satya Yuga.


When the demon takes the guise of the golden deer it appeals to the mind of Sita (devotee) and a desire arises within her. Due to her desire for the illusive golden deer, Sri Rama (divine consciousness) leaves her to pursue the deer.
This is descending to the Silver Age or the Treta Yuga, marked by the arrival of desire and the departure of Divine consciousness.

Sri Rama in pursuing the illusive Golden deer, eventually shoots it to death. All desires are like the deer that appears golden but is a demon within, promising joy but leading to sorrow. Sri Rama though having the capability of catching the deer (desire) destroys it knowing it's illusory nature.


Back in the hut, now remain Sita (devotee) and Lakshmana (one-pointed devotion). This is the state of the Dwapara Yuga or the Bronze age, a state where pure devotion exists but Divine consciousness is lacking. The presence of this one-pointed devotion is what gives the devotee complete protection.
However things change when Sita getting anxious for Rama, tries to send Lakshmana away. Sri Lakshmana refuses to leave keeping in mind his promise to his Brother to protect Sita at all costs. But in a state of delusion Sita (devotee) accuses Lakshmana (devotion) of being impure and forcing him to leave.

How do we understand this? Devotion to God is a devotee's greatest protection. Often a devotee who has been following spiritual practices for long, may find no effect or instant fruits of his efforts. When temptations come and try to lure him away, the devotee may give up what little discipline (Lakshmana) he may be following, thereby losing all connection with the divinity within and becoming vulnerable to be taken over by deep consuming delusion, Maya.


Here then comes the final state of existence. Lakshmana, pressured by Sita agrees to leave. Before leaving Lakshmana using his powers, draws a boundary around the hut, beseeching Sita to remain at all times and at all costs within the boundary for protection, until they return. Saying thus, a reluctant Lakshmana leaves Sita behind all by herself. This is the Kali or the Iron/Dark age, wherein a devotee is left all by him/herself with only the Lakshmana rekha as his/her protection.


THE LAKSHMANA REKHA

The Lakshmana rekha drawn to protect Sita, has deep significance. Sita here represents both a human and a woman. It is interesting to note that at no point before in the story (in any other age) was any boundary drawn for protection. A human (Sita) is free as long as it has Divine consciousness and/or one-pointed devotion as its company. The need for the boundary comes in place where Sita is alone (Kali age) meaning where a devotee or a human is bereft of any spiritual consciousness for its protection. 

What does the Lakshman rekha represent? 

The Lakshmana Rekha are the moral and social codes of conduct that humans should strictly adhere to in the Kali age if they are to safe guard and protect themselves. These do’s and don’ts seen as restrictive and unwanted by modern society, play a role in protecting the inner sanctity of the soul which the ignorant humanity is utterly unaware of.

To be under restriction is not a state appreciated by humans and rightly so as it stands against our inner idea of freedom.. However just as a little baby is put in a crib for its protection; just as you build a fence around a young plant, so also you put these codes around humans in the kali age who are spiritually vulnerable or in a baby state, to protect them from the ever active maya temptations (Ravana) that can cause their downfall spiritually. Once the baby grows into a full fledged human (becomes God conscious) or when the plant grows into a strong tree, neither need a fence to protect it.

Humanity today has long breached this Lakshmana rekha. Man and even women, considered the custodians of virtue, have long renounced these codes and volunteered themselves to be held captive by baser thoughts and feelings, all in the name of freedom and liberation.

Because humanity does not understand the use of the moral codes, they often use it in wrong ways or to suppress others. Codes of virtue then become weapons of suppression. Yet even then they cannot and should not be discarded. What is needed is wisdom of understanding.

These codes are true for every religion. It is interesting to note that while the teachings of the higher ages were so deep and profound these moral codes seem like child's babble before them. The insightful Vedas and Upanishads came to us in the Satya and Treta age.. The pure wisdom of the Gita came to us in the Dwapara age. And what came to us in the Kali age? Codes like the ten commandments – Thou shall not steal, shall not lie, shall not … These simple codes do not reflect on any lesser understanding of Moses; it simply is catering to a level of humanity that has lost its connection with higher understanding. The profound made way for the basic and simple. Yet we struggle to live up to these codes and fail them again and again. And what are the consequences?
It is best learned from the Ramayana.



CROSSING THE  BOUNDARY

The demon king Ravana (representing the lower mind) yearns to capture the vulnerable Sita (devotee). Taking the guise of a Sadhu he tries to lure Sita away from the boundary so that she can be captured. This should teach us that no teacher, who is true, will ever lure you away from what is good for your soul. In the modern age even God and religion is sold under false pretext to lure people under its fold for political and financial reasons.

Sita though not tempted in any way, purely out of good intent and respect for the disguised sadhu makes the mistake of crossing the boundary with dire consequences. This teaches us that no matter how good the reason one must not go against what our Dharma or conscience prohibits us from.. Never give in to the lower mind, no matter what the temptations.


SITA CAPTURED

As Sita crosses the boundary, Ravan the lower mind, captures her and takes her away to his kingdom where she is held captive, lost to the knowledge of Rama and Lakshmana (Divinity and devotion). One desire leads Sita from the presence of Sri Rama to being the captive of the evil Ravana. From here enormous efforts have to be made to bring Sita back, leading to an all out war where thousands are killed on both sides. Even victory cannot bring things to their pristine state, as Sita is first made to undergo the fire test to prove her purity. Despite her success in proving herself, Sita eventually is sent away from the kingdom when a subject doubts her purity and raises question on Rama the king.

This also has meaning at the mystical level where Sita represents the Kundalini shakti as well as a devotee and a woman. The Kundalini Shakti is found coiled in the muladhara chakra (Lanka). When the Kundalini rises it has to pass through the fire chakra - manipura before it can ascend to the highest chakra of Sahasrara (Ayodhya). This signifies that each devotee who has lived on earth being captive to the lower mind has to pass through severe tests to prove their purity and worthiness to reclaim their pure divine nature.

Sita was captured for a period of 9 months. During this time Ravana used many lures, tricks and threats to bring her into his fold. But Sita, one-pointed in her thought of Rama, never gave in. All of humanity is Sita. Captured by our base mind we face lures and temptations, fears and deceits in life, but we must at all times be take shelter in the God within to protect our inner sanctity and purity. 


THE VANARA SENA

On their return and finding their hut empty, Sri Rama and Lakshmana seek out Sita. This represents the state of the early seeker on the spiritual path (a Rama in ignorance) who is keen to find something which its soul deeply seeks but he has no understanding of what it is and where and how to find it.

It is here that Sri Rama meets Hanuman, Sugriva and the Vanara sena.

Monkeys are restless in nature. The Vanara sena represents the controlled Prana shakti which in a worldly man runs hither and tither with no direction or control making him restless. Hanuman (Vayu shakti – son of Wind God) is primary of these prana shaktis which through supreme will power (Yoga sadhana) has brought itself in control and dedicated itself to the seeking soul consciousness or Rama. Sugriva literally means Su – good, Griva – throat. The throat is the most important body part while performing Yoga sadhana in order to control and keeping the prana in check. Hence Sugriva is the king of the vanaras. 

The Vanara sena (prana shakti) now forms an alliance with Sri Rama and helps to seek out Sita (the Kundalini Shakti) in its war against the demons of the lower mind.



HANUMAN SEEKS SITA

Hanuman, the mighty vanara hero, the ideal devotee, sets out on a mission to seek Sita. Here Hanuman represents the will power that initiates man in his search for emancipation. In his approach to Lanka, Hanuman leaps over the ocean. As Lanka is the Muladhara chakra, the ocean is the Swadhistan chakra (Element wise the Swadhistan chakra represents water.) It also is the chakra of the sex organ. Hanuman, a pure celibate, thus never puts even a foot on the ocean to rest.

Entering Lanka, Hanuman seeks out Mother Sita through the opulent city. This again is the state of an early seeker on the spiritual path who seeks eternal truth through the myriad temptations and attractions of the world. 
Upon finding Mother Sita, Hanuman is delighted as Sita sheds tears of joy. When a sincere spiritual aspirant finds the truth of his Self, there is much inner rejoicing and elation upon discovering our Divine nature even if in theory. 
Thereupon Hanuman challenges the demons and ends up burning the city of Lanka.  Here the devotee in wanting to pursue the spiritual path to achieve absolute freedom,  throws a challenge at the lower self and sees through (Burns) all the illusory attractions that the lower self has to offer thereby revealing its reality.

At one point Hanuman offers to free Mother Sita by himself and take her back to Sri Rama, but Sita refuses this offer. Here again Sita represents Kundalini Shakti. By affirming to Hanuman that only Sri Rama should come and free her, Sitaji is saying that the Kundalini Shakti should not be attempted to be raised for any reason other than God realization alone. Many sadhaks seek to awaken the kundalini for the wrong reasons using various mystical techniques. Awakening the Kundalini may lead to siddhis which at best will delude and delay a devotee. The Kundalini must therefore be awakened by Rama, for Rama and towards Rama. When devotion towards God is pure the Kundalini raises itself naturally without any need to prompt it.



THE WAR BEGINS


The war of Ramayana is an inner war. The warriors of both sides are within us. Ravana is the Rajas within that dominates and activates our lower self. The mighty Kumbhakaran is Tamas that loves to procrastinate any spiritual efforts. Vibhishana is the Sattwa quality within, representing the good within the lower mind that knows its flaws and weaknesses and brings it forward to help the aspirant defeat the lower self.

Rama is the inner Guru or light that leads the aspirant in the war (spiritual sadhana) with the help of concentration (Lakshmana) devotion and will power (Hanuman) and disciplined prana shakti (Vanara sena).

The various demons aiding Ravana are the various weaknesses and desires that cause the downfall of man. Meghanada is a powerful general who can single handedly cause havoc. Megha means cloud or cloudy. Meghanada represents a clouded, confused, chaotic restless mind that prevents any sincere devotee from meditating on truth. Meghanada thus is the natural foe of Lakshmana (One-pointed concentration), and Rama uses Lakshmana to counter Meghanad.


During the battle however Meghanada uses the Naag paash weapons and manages to bind both brothers leading them to near death state. One of the common lure of the restless mind is the lust thought or temptations (Naag – Snake weapon). Thoughts of lust can easily break concentration and take one away from Divine consciousness. It is a potent weapon used by the lower mind in its battle against the freedom seeking sadhak. Interesting to note is the fact that even in the biblical story of Adam and Eve, it was a serpent that came to lure Eve and Adam into lust consciousness.

Snakes crawl on earth and live in holes underneath the earth. Sex temptations keep an aspirant down and deep within worldly consciousness. During the war it is Garuda the celestial bird, that comes to aid and frees the brothers from the snake weapon. Birds fly high in the sky, away from earth. Garuda is divine thoughts and lofty inspiration that can help the aspirant regain concentration and Divine consciousness (Lakshmana and Rama).


Meghanada in his final attempt to destroy Sri Rama’s army, plans to initiate a yagna performing which he will become invincible in the war. It is Vibhishana, the good side of the lower self which brings to fore this information urging Sri Rama to act immediately. The yagna which is performed to appease the darker aspect of Shakti energy, signifies that the lower restless mind attempting to commit the aspirant to the sensations of lust which when fully awakened pulls the consciousness down making spiritual sadhana impossible.


Vibhishana urges Rama to act immediately before the yagna begins and not wait to engage Meghanada post the yagna which will then be too late. This is best explained by a advice that Sri Paramahansa Yogananda would give His disciples - "whenever temptation comes in any form, – Say No! and get out of that place immediately and reason later. If you try to reason or deal with the temptation on the spot, you will most likely fail." Thus Sri Rama sends Hanumana  and Lakshmana (will power and concentration) to foil the plans of the restless mind. Finally it is Lakshmana who after intense battle manages to slay Meghanada. This should inspire all aspirants that no matter how restless one’s mind, it is deep and one-pointed concentration that is more powerful and can take you through all difficulties on the spiritual path.


THE RETURN

Finally Sri Rama defeats Ravana and Sita is freed. With the lower self defeated, the kundalini raises in order to ascend back to soul consciousness at the highest chakra  Sahasrara (Ayodhya). This is Moksha, the ultimate freedom that every soul seeks. 

In truth, Sri Rama and Ravana co-exist in an average human whose life is a constant war to reclaim the pure inner Sita lying captured as the dormant Kundalini at the Muladhara. This war wages not through a life, but through several lifetimes and incarnations. Smaller victories can be claimed by the Soul self or the Lower self at the end of each incarnation, however the battle continues as the fortunes of war change depending on the individuals effort. Until finally, when through supreme effort the sadhak through divine devotion, concentration and will power overcomes the lower self and frees the Kundalini reuniting it with the Purusha at the higher centers which results in enlightenment within. This enlightenment is celebrated as the festival of lights - Diwali when Sri Ramachandra returns to Ayodhya along with Sita and Lakshmana.

May we all awaken to the Rama within and find victory in the battlefield of life.


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Saturday, November 15, 2014

Beyond Life ~ "Through the Light"


(I feel very proud to share this fantastic article. I wanted its light to be part of this Blog. The credits of the blog is to the link given below


In 1982 I died from terminal cancer. My condition was non-operable.

I chose not to have chemotherapy. I was given six to eight months to live. Before this time, I had become increasingly despondent over the nuclear crisis, the ecology crisis, and so forth. 
I came to believe that nature had made a mistake - that we were probably a cancerous organism on the planet. And that is what eventually killed me. Before my death, I tried all sorts of alternative healing methods. None helped.
So I determined that this was between me and God. I had never really considered God. Neither was I into any kind of spirituality, but my approaching death sent me on a quest for more information about spirituality and alternative healing. I read various religions and philosophies. They gave hope that there was something on the other side.
I had no medical insurance, so my life savings went overnight on tests. Unwilling to drag my family into this, I determined to handle this myself. I ended up in hospice care and was blessed with an angel for my hospice caretaker, whom I will call "Anne." She stayed with me through all that was to follow. It lasted about eighteen months.


THE LIGHT OF GOD

I woke up about 4:30 am and I knew that this was it. I was going to die. I called a few friends and said good-bye. I woke up Anne and made her promise that my dead body would remain undisturbed for six hours, since I had read that all kinds of interesting things happen when you die. I went back to sleep.
The next thing I remember, I was fully aware and standing up. Yet my body was lying in the bed. I seemed to be surrounded by darkness, yet I could see every room in the house, and the roof, and even under the house.

A Light shone; I turned toward it, and was aware of its similarity to what others have described in near-death experiences. It was magnificent and tangible, alluring. I wanted to go towards that Light like I might want to go into my ideal mother's or father's arms. As I moved towards the Light, I knew that if I went into the Light, I would be dead. So I said/felt, "Please wait. I would like to talk to you before I go."

The entire experience halted. I discovered that I was in control of the entire experience. My request was honoured. I had conversations with the Light. That's the best way I can describe it. The Light changed into different figures, like Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, mandalas, archetypal images and signs. I asked in a kind of telepathy, "What is going on here?"

The information transmitted was that our beliefs shape the kind of feedback we receive: If you are a Buddhist or Catholic or Fundamentalist, you get a feedback loop of your own images. I became aware of a Higher Self matrix, a conduit to the Source. We all have a Higher Self, or an oversoul part of our being, a conduit. All Higher Selves are connected as one being, all humans are connected as one being. We are literally the same being. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. It was like all the love you've every wanted, and it was the kind of love that cures, heals, regenerates.

I was ready to go at that time. I said "I am ready, take me." Then the Light turned into the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen: a mandala of human souls on this planet. I saw that we are the most beautiful creations - elegant, exotic . . .everything. I just cannot say enough about how it changed my opinion of human beings in an instant.

I said/thought/felt, "Oh, God, I didn't realize." I was astonished to find that there was no evil in any soul. People may do terrible things out of ignorance and lack, but no soul is evil. What all people seek, what sustains them, is love, the Light told me. What distorts people is a lack of love.

The revelations went on and on. I asked, "Does this mean that humankind will be saved?" Like a trumpet blast with a shower of spiraling lights, the Light "spoke," saying, "You save, redeem and heal yourself. You always have and always will. You were created with the power to do so from before the beginning of the world."

In that instant I realized that WE HAVE ALREADY BEEN SAVED; this is what the "Second Coming" is about. I thanked the Light of God with all my heart. The best thing I could come up with was: "Oh dear God, dear Universe, dear Great Self, I love my Life."

The Light seemed to breathe me in even more deeply, absorbing me. I entered into another realm more profound than the last, and was aware of an enormous stream of Light, vast and full, deep. I asked what it was.

The Light answered, "This is the RIVER OF LIFE. Drink of this manna water to your heart's content." I drank deeply, in ecstasy.


THE VOID OF NOTHINGNESS

Suddenly I seemed to be rocketing away from the planet on this stream of Life. I saw the earth fly away. The solar system, whizzed by and disappeared. I flew through the center of the galaxy, absorbing more knowledge as I went. I learned that this galaxy, and all of the Universe, is bursting with many different varieties of life. I saw many worlds. We are not alone in this Universe.

It seemed as if all the creations in the Universe soared past me and vanished in a speck of Light. Almost immediately, a second Light appeared. As I passed into the second Light, I could perceive forever, beyond Infinity. I was in the Void, pre-Creation, the beginning of time, the first Word or vibration. I rested in the Eye of Creation and it seemed that I touched the Face of God. It was not a religious feeling. I was simply at One with Absolute Life and Consciousness.

It would take me years to assimilate the Void experience. It was less than nothing yet greater than anything. Creation is God exploring God's Self through every way imaginable. Through every piece of hair on your head, through every leaf on every tree, through every atom, God is exploring God's Self. I saw everything as the Self of all. God is here. That's what it is all about.

Everything is made of light; everything is alive.


THE LIGHT OF LOVE

I rode the stream directly into the center of the Light. I felt embraced by the Light as it took me in with its breath again. And the truth was obvious that there is no death; that nothing is born and nothing dies; that we are immortal beings, part of a natural living system that recycles itself endlessly. I was never told that I had to come back. I just knew that I would. It was only natural, from what I had seen.

As I began my return to the life cycle, it never crossed my mind, nor was I told, that I would return to the same body. It did not matter. I had complete trust in the Light and the Life process. As the stream merged with the great Light, I asked never to forget the revelations and the feelings of what I had learned on the other side.

I thought of myself as a human again and I was happy to be that. From what I have seen, I would be happy to be an atom in this universe. An atom. So to be the human part of God ... this is the most fantastic blessing. It is a blessing beyond our wildest estimation of what blessing can be. For each and every one of us to be the human part of this experience is awesome, and magnificent. Each and every one of us, no matter where we are, screwed up or not, is a blessing to the planet, right where we are.

So I went through the reincarnation process expecting to be a baby somewhere. But I reincarnated back into this body. I was so surprised when I opened my eyes, to be back in this body, back in my room with someone looking over me, crying her eyes out. It was "Anne," my hospice caretaker. She had found me dead thirty minutes before.

We do not know how long I was dead, only that she found me thirty minutes before. She had honoured my wish to have my newly-dead body left alone. She can verify that I really was dead. It was not a near-death experience. I believe I probably experienced death itself for at least an hour and a half. When I awakened and saw the light outside. Confused, I tried to get up to go to it, but I fell out of the bed. She heard a loud "clunk", ran in and found me on the floor.

When I recovered, I was surprised and awed about what had happened, I had no memory at first of the experience. I kept slipping out of this world and kept asking, "Am I alive?" This world seemed more like a dream than that one. Within three days, I was feeling normal again, clearer, yet different than ever before. My memories of the journey came back later. But from my return I could find nothing wrong with any human being I had ever seen. Previous to my death I was judgmental, believing that people were really screwed up. Everyone but me.

About three months later a friend said I should get tested for the cancer, so I got the scans and so forth. I felt healthy. I still remember the doctor at the clinic looking at the "before" and "after" scans. He said, "I can find no sign of cancer now."

"A miracle?" I asked.

"No," he answered. These things happen . . . spontaneous remission." He seemed unimpressed. But I was impressed, and knew it was a miracle.


LESSONS LEARNED

The Great Mystery of life has little to do with intelligence. The universe is not an intellectual process. The intellect is helpful; but our hearts are the wiser part of ourselves.

Since my return I have experienced the Light spontaneously, and I have learned how to get to that space almost any time in my meditation. You can also do this. You do not have to die first. You are wired for it already.

The body is the most magnificent Light being there is. The body is a universe of incredible Light. Spirit is not pushing us to dissolve this body. We don't need to commune with God; God is communing with us in every moment.

I asked God: "What is the best religion on the planet? Which one is right?" 

God said with great love: "I don't care." 

What an incredible grace. It does not matter what religion we are. Religions come and they go, they change. Buddhism has not been here forever, Catholicism has not been here forever, and they are all about to become more enlightened. More light is coming into all systems now.

Many will resist and fight about it, one religion against the next, believing that only they are right. When Godhead said, "I don't care," I understood that it is for us to care about, because we are the caring beings. The Source does not care if you are Protestant, Buddhist, or Jew. Each is a reflection, a facet of the whole. I wish that all religions would realize it and let each other be. It is not the end of separate religions, but live and let live. Each has a different view. And it all adds up to the big picture.

I went over to the other side with a lot of fears about toxic waste, nuclear missiles, the population explosion, the rain forest. I came back loving every single problem. I love nuclear waste. I love the mushroom cloud; this is the holiest mandala that we have manifested to date, as an archetype. More than any religion or philosophy on earth, that terrible, wonderful cloud brought us together all of a sudden, to a new level of consciousness.

Knowing that maybe we can blow up the planet fifty times, or 500 times, we finally realize that maybe we are all here together now. For a period they had to keep setting off more bombs to get it in to us.Then we started saying, "we do not need this any more." Now we are actually in a safer world than we have ever been in, and it is going to get safer. So I came back loving toxic waste, because it brought us together.

These things are so big.

Clearing of the rain forest will slow down, and in fifty years there will be more trees on the planet than in a long time. If you are into ecology, go for it; you are that part of the system that is becoming aware. Go for it with all your might, but do not be depressed or disheartened. Earth is in the process of domesticating itself and we are cells on that Body.

Population increase is getting very close to the optimal range of energy to cause a shift in consciousness. That shift in consciousness will change politics, money, energy.

What happens when we dream? We are multi-dimensional beings. We can access that through lucid dreaming. In fact, this universe is God's dream. One of the things that I saw is that we humans are a speck on a planet that is a speck in a galaxy that is a speck. Those are giant systems out there, and we are in sort of an average system. But human beings are already legendary throughout the cosmos of consciousness.

The little bitty human being of Earth/Gaia is legendary. One of the things that we are legendary for is dreaming. We are legendary dreamers. In fact, the whole cosmos has been looking for the meaning of life, the meaning of it all. And it was the little dreamer who came up with the best answer ever. We dreamed it up. So dreams are important.

After dying and coming back, I really respect life and death. In our DNA experiments we may have opened the door to a great secret. Soon we will be able to live as long as we want to live in this body. After living 150 years or so, there will be an intuitive soul sense that you will want to change channels. Living forever in one body is not as creative as reincarnation, as transferring energy in this fantastic vortex of energy that we are in. We are actually going to see the wisdom of life and death, and enjoy it. As it is now, we have already been alive forever.

Here's to life! Here's to death! Here's to it all!




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